—Dead End •

7 May 202111 May 2021

Long before I met you,I love you. Long before I met you,I already write about you. Long before I met you,I know. We are DEAD - END. And there is…

A part of me

1 May 20211 May 2021

Of course,a part of mehas died.Letting him.gobroke me.More than a usualheartbreak.I couldn't sleepfor a while-until sleeping hasbecome an escape.I slept more.The next day,I felt better.But of course,a part of me…

Emotional Affair

25 Apr 202130 Apr 2021

Unexpectedly.Emotionally.Caught up.Between circles.Back and forth.Happy and sad.Turmoil.We had it.The drama of –Emotional Affair. ©31 Jan 2021, of red tides and dysmenorrhea

A Moment

23 Apr 2021

What would I do today if today was my last? I came across this question from reading The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari. It was a wonderful book full of…

The Last Reply

18 Apr 2021

I hate to admitWe always get attachedWith the last reply. The last and not wanting it to last.It will keep you awake at night.Wondering why it lasted.Wondering what happened. Until…

Pointbreak

14 Apr 2021

I haven't thought about what to write but I already decided I would entitle it Pointbreak. Like I'm at my breaking point. This is a make or break deal but…

Life, eh?

12 Apr 2021

Im at a point in life where Im back at the crossroad. I guess from time to time, we all come back or encounter a crossroad, turning point to evaluate…

Lonely Heart

8 Apr 2021

She smilesBut never the sameShe smilesShe looks happy.She laughs nowadays too.But her eyesThey never lie.She looks happyBut her eyesHer eyesnever said so.Her eyes, never lie.©️16 Mar 2021

MORE than FRIENDS (Kdrama)

2 Apr 20214 Apr 2021

You came like a rain shower and fever, I suffered from you for years. Continue reading "MORE than FRIENDS (Kdrama)"

Happy *Spring Equinox *

21 Mar 202121 Mar 2021

I haven't written here for a long time except for the birthday letter I've made for my friend. Even at this moment, I'm not quite sure if I would publish…

HBD +KRISTIAN +

11 Mar 202110 Mar 2021

Hello Tian, It’s 2021 already and I’m still struggling to write without having to shed a tear. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTIAN !!! May God send my greetings to heaven. I feel…

HNY 🤍💛🤍

14 Jan 2021

It’s 2021 already! Time flies, right? I don’t exactly know how to feel, what to feel. It seems like there’s always a limitation, when the world is still falling onto pieces,…

01 Dec 2020

2 Dec 20202 Dec 2020

For a while, we felt that time stood still but days passed by us, turned into weeks, months, and soon a year, of hoping and praying for things to get…

*HBDXMP*

9 Nov 20209 Nov 2020

HBD TTOTGA! Continue reading "*HBDXMP*"

F4’s Meteor Garden: 2020 Reunion

31 Oct 202031 Oct 2020

I gave my first love to F4. Before BTS came into my life, F4 happened to me and to everyone. The Meteor Garden's F4 who made a significant impact to…